Stay firm at the broken place

I have been rejected for the second time because of my hijab.

Of course i feel slumped and down, also saddened by my weakness, but I felt that Alloh was getting closer to me. I believe in his help, I’m sure with him, he will replace this with a better one. Amin

 

Look at the plant in the link above, which initially slumped and then strong again because doused with something he needs.
When you are upset or drowned do not you let it sit or instead you splash on something that endangers you, pray to Allah.
My Friend, Mbak Dhira also said, when you so embarrassed to pray to Him then just call the name of Allah alone, Alloh know what makes you slumped. Allow Allah to finish your anxiety, for Allah is glad when you remember Him and call His name wherever you are.

 

Apalagi yang kita khawatirkan “What are we worried about”

Photo by: @peniwiasih

Berjalan-jalanlah kamu, tuntutlah ilmu, silakan berkenalan dengan banyak orang. Jika kita berjodoh, sejauh apa pun kamu pergi, sebanyak apapun kamu bertemu orang, kamu akan ingat aku dan mencariku untuk mengatakan, “mari hidup bahagia denganku”

Take a walk, demand science, get acquainted with many people. If we are mate, no matter how far you go, no matter how much you meet people, you will remember me and look for me to say, “let’s live happy with me”

Memaknai kesendirian “Meaning of solitude”

Photo by: @sigitprasety0

Semoga kesendirian ini tidak lantas membuatku putus asa menjalani hidup. Apa-apa harus mandiri, menempuh jarak sendiri, terkadang panas kepanasan, hujan kehujanan (lha masa iya panas-panas kehujanan😂)

Terkadang rasa iri itu ada, melihat mereka yang memiliki tempat untuk berbagi, bersandar

Tetapi insyaAlloh, demi kebaikan di masa mendatang, aku rela sendiri saat ini dan tidak lagi menginginkan apa-apa yang belum dihalalkan untukku. Aku hanya berbaik sangka, mungkin aku akan dikasih waktu bersama-sama dengannya lebih banyak nanti.

Hopefully this solitude does not necessarily make me despair of living. I have to be independent, take my own distance, sometimes this self is left to overheat in the heat, and rain just like rain.

Envy must exist, seeing those who have a place to share and lean on.

But God willing, for the good in the future, I am willing to own this time and no longer want anything that has not been justified for me. I’m just as good as I thought, maybe I’ll be given time with her more later.